Hello Again.

So. I'm honestly amazed this blog even had a few views, as minuscule as the number is, and even if 99% of those people think what I put on here is stupid (which it is), I'm still glad there were people to see it.

I'm trying not to think about people thinking it's stupid though, because, ANXIETY.

Anyway, It's been several years, and guess what? I'm now 16! Which made me... I don't know how old when I first started this "blog" thing whatever it is, so I hope that explains how weird it was.

Nonetheless! I continue to be weird, odd, and random. I will perpetually remain as such. I just thought about this blog idly today, and thought I would look back on it. I only looked at a few posts though because it's so cringy and hurts to look at.

Oof.

Anyway, I highly doubt anyone will see this, and that is just fine! I just wanted to say that if anyone ever did enjoy my stupid randomness, then I am glad. I enjoyed it, too. There was no purpose. That in itself was the purpose. Wow, what a paradox. Still. It was fun.

Hey, who knows. I might start again. I might not. It really depends. On what? Who knows, I'm random. Anyway. Thanks for taking the time of day.

Sincerely, Rae

Nocturnal

Yo... I have decided to be nocturnal. You know why? Because.

I don't know, I like the nighttime.

Plus I find it hard to fall asleep... anyone else have that problem? Yea, I thought so.

Sleeping troubles are pretty common, and that sucks. They're the worst, aren't they? I know lots of people who have them. Sometimes people suggest you take melatonin, a hormone that helps govern your internal clock that tells when you sleep and when you're awake. But that doesn't always work, does it? There are thoughts keeping us awake, or we're just so restless that the melatonin isn't enough. Maybe you have a prescription medication to help. But that doesn't always work, either. I know some people who tend to stay up for days on end because they have nightmares.

If you can relate to these, don't worry. You'll figure this out ^^ Remember, the nightmares aren't real. There are people who are there for you. Sleep is a vital part of health, and it could actually help you feel better and less stressed.

Now, if you just can't sleep, just keep trying. Keep trying until you do. You'll get there!

** ~ I believe youuuuu ~ **

Uninspired

Hello everyone! It's been a while. Have any of you dealt with lack of inspiration? If you're a writer, sometimes this comes as writer's block. As an artist... well, I don't know if there's a name for that, you just don't know what to create. Sometimes we just don't know what to do.

I don't know about you, but... I'm kind of in that place right now. You know, that feeling when you just don't know what to do? You try to reach out and find something, but it just never works? Yup. Well, to solve my own problem, I decided to go back to this and write a bit. Just let out my thoughts.

So, this is an extremely small blog. I doubt many will read this, and that's fine. If you do, though, I hope you get something from this. This blog pretty much started out as just random things that I found on the internet, or just me wanting to laugh with my friends and all that. If you've seen other posts, you will probably be able to see a pattern and different phases.

Just like that, we all go through phases in life, and there are patterns that go with them. And you may feel stuck sometimes, but hey. This is life. There's always a tomorrow. Some people with a dark mind might say, oh, we will die someday, so there isn't always a tomorrow. But actually there is. And that just proves my point a little more. We aren't going to live forever, so why sit around sulking? We just gotta keep going, keep living. We'll find out place. We'll find our inspiration.

The key thing to do is to do your best to live. Not just exist, but live.

Thank you for reading! ^^

Notice A Pattern?

I dunno, if any of you see this you're probably just passing by, but I've noticed that I've gotten into a pattern. If I start to post I'll go really into it and post a lot. But if I lose momentum I'll just end up stopping o.o but that's okayyy XD

Anyway, my job here is to make people smile. Whatever mode I do it as, that's my goal :D a lot of time I do it by just being silly and, well, random, as you've probably noticed X3 anyway, just thought I'd check in ^-^

Love you all, byyyyye

Writing

So any of you who happen to pass by a writer? I myself consider myself to be one... though this may not be as crazy as some of the others (at least that is not the aim, sometimes it justs slips by XD), I will just be... uh... ranting? No, that's not the right word. But you get the gist.

So if you've ever tried writing there is always something that is nagging you. Something that you know you just NEED to work on... a lot of the time there's multiple things. For me the big ones were "Show, Don't Tell" and short stories XD I mean seriously, how am I supposed to show and not tell when it isn't thoroughly explained? And short stories... how x.x Luckily I found some books on them and it's helping A LOT, but...

Ok yea... the point of this is mostly to get something down. And I'm just on my way to work on a story now, so thought I'd say something XD

My two pieces of advice:

1. Just keep writing. The more you do it, the better you get. And it's fun.

2. Look on Amazon XD I just typed in writing and it showed a lot of good books that can help.

So... yay.

Chicken Wings

NOT MY IDEA

I SWEAR

I PROMISE

WHY... WHY DON'T YOU BELIEVE MEEEEEEE

Hi guys XD It's Raeeeee (duh) and I (me again, duh) have decided (obviously) that I (me once more) shall post (this whole blog has a bunch of posts, duh) a post (DUH AGAIN) on chicken wings (duh, read the title) because my twin (who else?) likes chicken- (WINGS YES WE KNOW IT CHICKEN WINGS)

...

Geez.

Anyway, as you all saw above... yes, while you were so RUDELY interrupting me... (no, we're you remember?) Oh shoot. Yea, that was me.

Ha.

THE SUBJECT IS CHICKEN WINGS NOT INSANITYYYYYY

Ok, so my twin (why hello there, my twin~) <--Psst, I know he'll see this XD

OKKKKK so my twin always just blurts "chicken wings" or "chicken nuggets" and he loves chicken so yea XD Since we're twins that means I am obligated to love chicken o.o I like it but I'm not obsessed ok XD

I'M NOT A BAD TWIN I SWEAR

I JUST LIKE CHICKEN

NOT LOVE

I'M SORRYYYYYYY

(Yea, the subject is chicken wings... and insanity XD)

GET ON

RAVEN GET ON WHY DO YOU ALWAYS GO OFF
Hi guys move along XD

ERROR

Ok, well I just HAD to share this with all you random people who happen to pass by this. I LOVE YOU RANDOM PEOPLE NEVER FORGET YOUR RANDOMNESS. Anyway, I was on kik talking to my friend Koro... usually she has a really pretty screen name with the moon and all that, but today I just saw this:
ERROR: 01108537465001
And I'm like, KORO WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR NAME IT LOOKS AWESOME BUT HOW
Turns out its a Kik thing XD Who know?? It's in the trillions and my mind was BLOWN not literally as you can see but you knooooooow. We were talking about it being so random and I was like, YES RANDOMNESS YES it was like DING IDEA I HAVE AN IDEA so yea XD And now apparently she is talking to herself XD

Here, Birdiiiiiiiie!!!

RAVEN WHERE ARE YOU GEEZ
Ahem *coughs* Ignore this XD UNLESS YOU ARE RAVEN OTHERWISE WHERE ARE YOU GET ON SOM SERIOUSLY THIS IS NOT FUNNY just kidding it kinda is but then again everything is funny to me right now XD
*puts out bird seed* Come oooooooooon! Please? Pretty please with a tootsie roll on top???

Tootsie Roll Suspicions

First of all, let me just say that it took me five minutes to figure out how to spell suspicions. Ok, that is an exaggeration but it took me a while for some reason XD I'm really tired, I'm making all these silly mistakes! Anyway, let's get to the BEEF.
So I have a tootsie roll that is bent in half. IS THIS NORMAL?! I'm a huge tootsie roll lover. More like tootsie roll addict. There's a part where the wrapper doesn't fully cover the tootsie roll and it's bent and flat. Ish. IT'S SO FREAKING WEIRD. I mean, I love weird. I'M weird. But this is scary weird.
EVERYONE I KNOW WHAT TO BE FOR NEXT HALLOWEENIE
A bent tootsie roll. That's how to scare the crap out of people.
At least me.
*psst* Don't use this against me peoplez ok XD

Super Llama

So I was talking to my twin the other day (aka thirty minutes ago) and since I like llamas, I just randomly said, "Never fear, for Super Llama is here!" And then this: *becomes llama in Super Man costume* And I just flew around and I thought (mostly because my twin commented on my lack of blogging) that I should post it because, well, it's pretty random. So I searched online for Super Llama. I mean, it's the internet. Of course it's gonna be there. So guys, you ready for this?

THIS IS MEEEEEEEE

You Don't Say

Ok... *waits* WHAT IS IT I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO SAY 

Message

Ok, if you see this, great. This is a message to someone in particular. You know who you are... You do not have to read this, but if you know it's for you (and you will), then please read it. I don't know if I can say this in any other way.

I haven't talked to you in forever. You may not know this, but it's pretty much tearing me apart. I'm so afraid to message you because I know you won't forgive me. Besides, you have your big sister. You don't need me anymore. I'm getting trapped inside this crazy dream and I don't want you going down with me. You've already got enough problems on your own. If you are worried, don't be.

I haven't been on SoM in forever. Same with Kik. I'm afraid to. I haven't been talking to anyone online, and you know that's a pretty big part of my life. So it's not just you I haven't been talking to, but it's you I've been thinking of the most.

I know that you care for your big sister more, don't deny it. I'm actually glad for it because at least you have the better one with you. I never really was able to do anything but a temporary relief, huh?

You'll be fine. You are strong, and you'll make it without me. You've got everyone else you care for. You are a strong light, and people are just naturally attracted to you. I know you are probably going to consider this your fault. Trust me, it isn't. I've been battling this thing inside me even before we met.

This isn't a permanent goodbye. At least, I don't think so. Unless you want it to be. I'm just saying my current situation. I'm just saying why I haven't been on and why I might not be on for a bit.

To everyone else who sees this and have cared to read through it, do not mind this. This is to a specific person who know's what I'm talking about, so don't you worry about little ole me.

Writer's Plot Twist Generator

Ok, so I just found a plot twist generator and I thought that I should try it! So you just gotta click the button and it comes up with a plot twist. And here's what I got:
The teacher loses the picture on a drunken night out. So first of all, after pasting this from the site I was like, "Woah! It also copied the color and font. This is weird." Anyway, I don't know what this is... loses what picture? Their 6th grade photo? What does this have to do with anything?! And why would you take a photo with you when you are drunk?!
The heroine asks awkward questions. Ok, what? The heroine asks awkward questions. How the hay is this a plot twist? It makes no sense! "Oh, did your pet duck like the clog I made them?" Because that's an awkward question. Well, it's more on the odd side than awkward, but still...
The daughter storms out. Unless you are a boy and you suddenly become a girl and you storm out because you are mad you became a girl, this is not a plot twist. Unless it leads up to that person becoming a freaky murderer or something, but seriously.

Ok, that's enough... it's too much. These are not good. The top one is kind of ok if you are creative, but really. Just wanted to share that with you all XD

He Left The Chat

Hey Goku, remember this? XD With Duckie!!! So I'm reading through the chat we had on Kik (that Duckie left for... reasons) and I thought I would share some of it with you. Ok, so Kik hates me. I can't see the profile pictures, so group chats are REALLY hard for me. I can't tell what's going on and I'm always afraid of pranks XD Anyway, so these are some funny parts of the chat:
I think it's Duckie: Dahhhhhhhhh
Me: Dah?
I think it's Duckie: Dah is me imitating the noise of a bleached whale.
Me: That almost autocorrected to neurosurgeons.
I don't know who said this: What's that
Me: A person who does surgery on the brain.
Me: I think.
Duckie I think: Are you one?
Me: Noooo
I think it's Goku: Wild floppy disk!
Me: Are you calling me a wild floppy disk? XD
I think it's Goku: No
Me: And I say LLAMA
Goku: Llama!
Duckie: A lobster farted a rainbow.
Me: And it wasn't even a unicorn!
Duckie: Or a ghetto pickle with a sombrero.
(some time later when they both when to bed)
Me: Poof.
Me: Poof.
Me: Poof
(I kept doing that until Duckie left the chat XD)

Something I Thought I Would Never Say

Ok, I'm not gonna go into the details because it's WAY to complicated, but I just now said "You are a vegetable and that's that!" to my friend. No, it's not for a skit or play or something. It's just a conversation XD so I thought I would share that, because you know. It's random.

How To Become A Genius

Ok, so who watches the anime Death Note? Ok, I saw my sister watched it one day and instantly got obsessed. I had to literally pull myself away so I wouldn't be spoiled and so I could watch it on my own. I've just finished the first episode, and REALLY REALLY REALLY want to do the second one. But I decided to post instead C: Anyway, L and Kira are SO FREAKIN' SMART. Seriously, it's freaky. And they're both practically on top of each other, which makes it so suspenseful. They think the same way. So there are two reasons to watch it"

1. It's an awesome anime. Absolutely awesome and amazing and- you know what, this could go on forever. You get the idea.
2. You can learn a lot from them and become a genius JUST LIKE THEM :D it's not really educational, though. You just catch on. Probably. I haven't yet... WHAT DOES IT MEAN???

I Love Nightcore

"WE KNOW!!!"

This is what I'm pretty sure you all know... if you don't, now you know. I'm literally listening to it right now X3 and I'm adoring it. Yea, yea, yea, I know... I'm crazy and just say whatever, but what did you expect? The title of this blog is Randomness!

This is literally all you need to do in life. If you got a problem, just keep calm and listen to nightcore. 

IT'S ALL YOU EED TO DO. I MEAN NEED.

Who wants to hear a little history lesson??? Just kidding, it's not history. Sort of. When I was little, the first time I listened to nightcore, I thought it was a company that took EVERY SONG IN THE UNIVERSE and nightcoreified it. Actually, it was that I thought that people really sang that high! NOPE :3 It's just a bunch of YouTube channels doing whatever songs they want. Well, the first song I listened was Angel Of Darkness. I still listen to it. Pretty good... ok, I'm done now XD

Songs That Make No Sense

Ok, so it may just be me. I'm ok with that because, to be honest, I get confused A LOT. High fives to all those just like me! But there are lots of songs these days that I find really confusing. They just seem like a bunch of words pushed together to create what is a song. Is there a meaning to it? Maybe. But only detectives (and really smart ones, too) are able to figure it out! At least I think. I don't really know, this is just what I feel about it. But then again, that's what blogs are about... anyway, does anyone else feel this way? High fives to everyone else who agree with me, too! You know what, HIGH FIVES FOR EVERYONE :D

If You're Clumsy

OH TRUST ME, I KNOW.

I come to visit the floor often XD we're best buds.